VERSE 1
Like a butterfly with its wings ripped off
I can’t forget the pain that’s been wrought
I can carry my baggage for years and years
Sleep comfortably with subconscious fears
Even during moments of quiet and peace
I’m thinking of ways to bleed the creeps
If only I had my very own time machine
Could show my enemies what pain means
CHORUS 1
Holding on forever
Is my only endeavor
If I let go I will fall
Lucky if I can crawl
VERSE 2
Like a concert full of drunk ass punks
My mind doesn’t want to shut its ass up
The tiniest prick of a sewing needle
Is how a battleaxe’s chop must feel
Insults of the lowest common denominator
Feel like I’m trapped with a dominator
I carry that shit for the longest time
If only I could commit the ultimate crime
CHORUS 2
Holding on forever
Ties I cannot sever
If I let go I will drop
Nightmare will not stop
VERSE 3
Like a strongman lifting a refrigerator
I can carry heavy shit forever and later
I remember every troll and every hater
Drinking their blood is what I will savor
Chewing their flesh, dinner and a show
It doesn’t make much sense, I know
You’re always on the outside looking in
Where every evil thought of mine is a sin
CHORUS 3
Holding on forever
Using trauma as a tether
If I let go I will splat
Break my fucking back
Holding on forever
Let go I will never
Nobody will pick me up
Expect me to be tough
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